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Okay sugar bunnies, I've moved! Finally :) But this shall remain here. I'll prolly update once in awhile. Catch me on Tumblr! And stalkers may proceed to fb instead. LOVEEEEE.

XOXO,
Mel

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Hiatus.

I miss my boyfriend,

Adrian Wong Shao Ming.

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When you're dreaming with a broken heart, the waking up is the hardest part. Wondering if you could stay my love, would you wake up by my side?

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Here comes Sunday.. I woke up really early again. I started thinking and I sat on my bed wondering. I very much wanted to sleep again because I could feel the ache all over. Maybe its just me. But I doubt he has even this to bother about & the cycle repeats itself. Tell me that I'll get through this and not allow things I promised myself to go wrong. Right now I look damn chui.. Probably this is the outcome of not having proper rest for the previous few days or something. Hahha. Someone came along, offered me a hand to pick me up and move along. So I'll be strong.

I wanna see this. I've found out what I really want in life...



Hmmm... this is the northern light. And I've really got to see this amazing sight. I wished I was the main character in the show Jumper now. Hey that'd be quite interesting.... Imagine Michy and Yin studying at 4am and I appear right infront of them or something. And I come to and fro anytime I want. Oh well.. Time and distance's always a factor. Haha.. and... wait. Maybe I don't wanna be jumper anymore. 'Cause I'll most probably isolate myself on the moon and sit there forever or something.

Okay right now I've two choices in mind.. It would either be Murdoch or UWA. I am not too sure about it yet and keeping my options open still. Loads of considerations to be made.. Time for a long shower..

Laters.

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This is bad. My face is getting effing fat now la :( I should've just listened to mummy and head to bed early and stop drinking so much water before doing so. I look like some weird kid. Oh wait I'm home 24/7 and nobody sees my face. Hmm neverminds. But it wasn't the fact that I didn't want to, but I couldn't la wth. Argh. And I'm down with flu. Naise. Okay everybody! Listen to Low Shoulder - Through the trees tonight before you sleep. I'm damn shag ah. I realized that alone time can be quite good. Or should I say I'm too used to it already. Had my ipod plugged into my ears, a bottle of drink, my pack and phone. And there I was sitting and watching the night turn cold. :)

ALL THE BEST FOR THE REMAINING PAPERS BAGATOFU & PARTNER YIN! LOVE.

XOXO,
Mel
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How come the only way to know how high you get me, is to see how far I fall?
God only knows how much I'd love you if you let me,
but I can't break through at all.

If I walk, would you run,
If I stop, would you come?
If I say you’re the one, would you believe me,
If I ask you to stay, would you show me the way?

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Wasted trip down with mummy and daddy early this morning. Kinda woke me up for nothing, actually... And I'm really tired now. So I was looking forward to the weekends but I guess not anymore? Maybe it was just a little getaway from the busy weekdays in school. Then again, beats not having some time alone to figure things out.. right? Everyone needs it.. But I'm just facing it everyday. I am just hoping I don't start withdrawing into my own world 'cause it'll be really bad..? I don't know. Hmmmm... I'm still learning and finding the way independently though I'll never find an answer to all my questions. It's just human nature.
Thank god, I've got you. And I know you'll always be there when reality tells me I'm all alone. 5 days. I appreciate and I feel loved even though we're continents apart. Planning hard now.. I'll get things written down nicely by the end of December, I promise.

Yawn. It's been a long day...,, Goodnight.

Love,
Mel

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If I give you my heart, would you just play the part,
or tell me it’s the start of something beautiful.....

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YAAAAAAAAAAAWN. Good morning honey buns, I only slept for like, 4 hours. Great.... I even woke up once at 5am. HAHA. Yea I woke up to a bad dream. Several people appeared in it.. even Daddy.. and my fat fur ball. I was so scared I woke up and carried her to bed with me. Sigh. Why is time always a factor....? Its just weird..
and I want back my sleep..

Can't believe I'm stepping out of house at this hour.. Pfft......
Gotta go for lessons later too as well. I better be home early to rest tonight. I feel my body aching everywhere la!

:((((

Okay bye.

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You make it real.

Don't say a word, just come over and lie here with me;
'Cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see,
I want you so bad I'll go back on the things I believe,
There I just said it, I'm scared you'll forget about me.

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Goodness.. took me awhile to figure the html codes once again.. I've learnt my lesson. Never forget to close tags! :S
I woke up early this morning.. No good, I still lack proper sleep. Nuuuuuu. But I'm loving the weather.. Time to snuggle up in bed with my fat fur ball. Hee. :B And yes, the third week of school's over. Its scary looking at how fast time flies...
So drained. & John Mayer's gonna put me to sleep in a few minutes time. :)))))

Goodnight sugar bunnies.

Love,
Mel

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Love is really nothing but a dream that keeps waking me,
For all of my trying, you still end up dying;
How can it be?

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Supsup. I'm home! Like finally... after a very long day in school. I dread Mondays. >:( Then again, it was quite productive in a sense 'cause I went for lessons during my three hours break. Heeh. I'm tired. Officially turned into a walking zombie yet again.. It's the third week into school and yay, I'm so happy. It brings me one more step closer to graduation day. I can't wait to get out of this living hell and start afresh. Hhahaha, new friends, new environment, and not forgetting, embarking on my new academic life. :) Well, that's provided that I can make it, lol

I feel like sleeping again. How!?!
>:(

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Sitting in the park after dark smoking cigarettes,
Biting on the black of my nails,
'Cause all I ever wanted was what you took away from me,
Trying to make it right but it's too late.

I'm a hopeless case, on the inside;
And it's eating me alive.

I can't make you love me when you don't.

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The One You Love - Glenn Frey

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Still one of the best. & Good morning honey bunnies. I still hate Mondays, sigh.
Off to school. I wished I was still in my secondary days, when life was much better in a single-sex school. Hahah.. Oh well. Long day for me...

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Playeur.

I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.

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Boring weekends I'd say.. Been feeling really restless for the past 10 hours and just when I thought that fever has subsided, it came back again. Great... and guess what, I've been lying in bed for the longest time ever. I think I've slept for 15 hours? Yet here I am still yawning away. Something just feels wrong..

Ah, whatever. :(

Ew, and back to school tomorrow. That sucks, hahah

Love,
Mel

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I'll watch the night turn light blue.
But it's not the same without you.

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This ain't good! Sorry I've abandoned this little space yet again. I don't really have the time you see. Lots been happening, both good and bad. Hmmm.. Yesyes I'm into the second week of school already. Just got home and I feel really sleepy... Movies with mummy later. Gonna be watching "This Is It". & I did my hair yesterday. Snipped off the colored ends. Hello black hair :) Love how soft and smooth it is right now..

I've been a good kid... I've decided to not take calculus because apparently they offer it as a supplementary paper in the unis. Really don't wanna get stressed over unnecessary mods, get over and done with this semester and poof!
School's been great otherwise. ;)

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So I had tea with baby at canele, went to senki for his birthday dinner, toured the whole town to snap the pretty christmas lightings at night, etc. I've got loads of pictures, TEEHEE. Joined for drive on Saturday morning as well, and a trip down to EuroSports. I swear the workshop's really cool. Saw the Lp 550-2 Valentino Balboni in person and god! I really wanna achieve my dreams. I don't wanna keep these small toy cars anymore. I'll mutiply the size of it to make it a life sized one when I'm older. :)

My best friends are gonna be home this Christmas. Daughter's coming home 1 day earlier on the 27th. I'm feeling so excited!
I love you Yin partnerz, hang in there!
Mich, I can't freaking wait to see you!
Kani, Val, Rica, I know that you guys know how much I miss and love ya'll.

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12 days, you know what I mean. ;)

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Baby, happiness never ends whenever I'm with you. And guess what, I'm all about you :)

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Sorry pictures are in really random order hahahahha!

The R8 was awesome. Remains first on my list. :)

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XOXO,
Mel

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In the middle of the night,
When I'm in this dream,
It's like a million little stars;
Spelling out your name.

Comes around when I'm not dreaming about you.
Misty morning comes again and I can't,
I can't help but feel like..

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Here comes Monday, I'll be back in school in 2 hours time. tell me about it.. And I'm really dreading it. 6 months. I really hope to get through this.
And there's reality where I spent my last day of holidays catching the nicest sunset ever.
No more going out, no more late nights. Sigh. I hate this. I hate school. :(

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Just got home for 3 hours worth of break before school again at 1pm. Yawn. Am feeling really tired. What a waste of time...

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Untouchable like a distant diamond sky;
I'm reaching out and I just can't tell you why.

I could stand up and sing you a song,
But I don’t wanna’ have to go that far.
And I, I’ve got you down,
I know you by heart,
And you don’t even know where I start.

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Good morning honey bunnies :)
I wanna blog so badly but question is,... where do I start?
I lead a life apart from working 8am - 6pm everyday, ahahha. Trick or treats! Halloween this year's gonna be boring because I can't decide what to do. and I've got a birthday dinner to attend with Bee later.

I was so hungry that I gobbled up my breakfast just now. I puked my swensens ice cream cake out last night 'cause I wasn't feeling well :( Bee said it smelled like chocolate. And I'm having frozen globe grapes now after eating my evening primrose. The pill's so.... huge. It felt as if I was eating a bullet. Hahah. So anyway I've been meeting smelly boy everyday, :) So contented!

Yesterday was the last day at MSIG, before we head back to school this coming Monday. How fast time flies........,, took loads of pictures with the colleagues yesterday, I'm definitely gonna miss that place. I'd be happy to go back to work actually. Hah

& I really wanna enjoy the last few days with Bee, and I'm sure its gonna be fun because he's got a supercar weekend planned! Can't wait to see the R8 V10 next Tuesday. Yayyy. And our shopping trips, tea, japanese cusine. Yums.... Obviously I'm not looking forward to school! I can't wait to graduate, and I can't wait to have a fresh start all over again. Driving test's in 23 days! So excited.

Thanks Baby, I can never explain how happy you make me feel. Though you annoy me so much with your nonsense.. :/ I still love you, very much.

I MISS EVERYONE!
MIZELLE, PARTNERZ, TWENTYONE, DADDY LUNG, BINNY, ETC.
I've kinda forgotten what Bby and I have been doing. Apart from shopping and eating. Heheh. I've grown fatter! End November and my favourite 2 buddies will be back.
Loveeeeeeeeee. So happy!

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But if you look a little closer,

I said, "Leave," but all I really want is you
To stand outside my window, throwing pebbles; screaming, "I'm in love with you."
Wait there in the pourin' rain,
Come back for more.
And don't you leave,
'cause I know all I need
is on the other side of the door.

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Meow! Sorry I abandoned this little space for quite awhile. Alot's been happening. Hmmm, and I don't know where to start. I hope my memory ain't failing on me. Bee's 21st birthday celebration was awesome! Good thing is that Baby's on block leave, yay! Plenty of pictures to upload. Update again soon, I hope, ahahha. Toodles.

Lovelovelove. :)

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Happy 9th Monthsary Baby, I ♥ you.

I’m a satellite heart, lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far, you stop, I start
But I'll be true to you;

I hear you're living out of state,
running in a whole new scene
They say I haven't slept in weeks,
you're the only thing I see

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HELLOOOO! Next semester's timetable's out already and it sucks big time!
Anyways, I'm still alive and doing well. Just that I haven't properly enjoyed the holidays yet. Hahaha. Woke up really early this morning. My body clock's screwed because I wake up really early every morning for work you see...

Hmm..........,, yesyes. Updates!

Last Sunday we had picnic with the girls at Botanic Gardens. Rachel's 20th Birthday celebration. :) Took loads of pics and B already uploaded all of em on fb. The day before on Saturday, I spend the earlier part of the day with Baby first before meeting the girls to prepare the food for picnic. So much fun! B came over to help at night and to bring me home. Thank you! :)

Nothing much happened on Monday and Tuesday 'cause I worked overtime to clear whatever I could in office before heading home. Yawn.
Wednesday I met B for both lunch at Sakae sushi and dinner. We had buttered sotongs! The one from Chai Chee Nasi Lemak. Shiok. After that we went home to play the playstation 'cause he bought Prototype. I love the game.. Like how the main character looks like Venom? The bad guy featured in Spiderman. And you're almost close to invincible. Jump onto higher grounds, crawling up tall buildings and whatever else. Continued with some Need for speed shift before heading out. We were supposed to go for supper at the place where "we had our first meal together". Damn lame ah. But it wasn't my idea. Hahhahahahah. And I fell asleep while on the journey there. :p
So B settled for Macs instead, I'm so sorry.....! But it was quite funny.

A: Okay we're here! Wake up baby.
M: No I wanna sleep.
A: Okay lor :(
M: Yay! -goes back to sleep

And on our way back, I could once in a while smell fries near my mouth. Super stone man I swear......,,

Thursday I met B for lunch again. We went to Fou de FaFa opposite CPF building for sandwiches. Yums.....,,
Visuals to be up soon. :)
B had some event back in camp so he had to go back slightly earlier. I took a walk around town after work and went home for dinner.

Yesterday, I had lunch with mysterious daddy Lung! Yes we went to the Singapore flyer instead of T3 'cause that's wayyyy too far for my one hour break. We always head back to the usual places to eat. Damn sinful ah. Hahha. And I bought takeaways for the hungry kids back in office. Stacey and Sylvia! Hahhahaahha. Drove back to office and I worked my ass out again. But morale and all was high 'cause the important people weren't around and yes! It was Friday. :)
Dinnered at Bali Thai@Suntec City with the company people. Delicious thai food and great bunch of friends. Chilled out over at NUSS Guild House before heading home. Really nice place to hang out.. Cheap drinks, live band, nice ambiance. What more can one ask for? Hahah.

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Here comes the weekends! And I'd be heading out with mumsies after lunch to shop!
Holymothercow, I haven't been writing such long entries in a very long time. Hahhahahah. I'm contented and life's filled with plenty of surprises with Baby. Thanks for everything and I love you, very much :)

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30 seconds to Mars

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XOXO,
Mel

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Good morning honey bunnies!
I've got no time to do a proper update. But I'll try to do so some time end of this week. Life's great with Adrian, everything's good! :)
There's only one part in my life he can't help me out and that is, work. Hahhahahahahha.
Nick & I managed to do some catching up with Shengy last night 'cause he dropped by. It was great, and we shall plan an outing soon yea? Aites, I've got to go get ready for work now. Toodles.

Here's to all that missed me!
Hugs snuggles kisses.

You know you love me, ;)
XOXO.

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1. Lamborghini mooncakes
2. Snowskin champagne chocolate yolk mooncake
3. Rubens Barrichello's autograph!
4 - 7. Dinner with B at Itacho
8. L.E Ferrari Highcuts
9. Gt3 RS
10. Fatty!

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Yellow! I'm still alive :)
I've been really busy that's all. As promised,... PICTURES! Finally, this space ain't gonna look so wordy anymore. Anyway, life's been really happeninggggg! Let me see....,, I'll try to recall;

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Monday:
Met Daddy Lung for lunch. We had Popeyes at the Singapore Flyer. We tried the Range Rover. Feels exactly like the H3. Had a great time catching up as usual. Loads of nonsense and laughter. Went back to office feeling really sleepy again. Oh well. The pile of files that needs to be worked on gets more each day. :(

Tuesday:
My memory failed me and I can't seem to remember what happened, ooooops

Wednesday:
I met Baby after work. We had Katong Laksa for dinner. After which we shopped around Parkway Parade, got some salmon belly and the bottled orangina(s). Continued feasting and drove home only around 11pm. Was dead tired by then I swear :( I'm always not getting enough sleep.

Thusday:
Sylv and I met Dax for lunch around the area and yup, as usual, it was nice time catching up. I kinda missed school and everyone else but then again, I don't really wish to start studying yet. Hmmm........,,
Went down to Ikea to have dinner with Baby. I love Ikea too!

Friday:
Celebrated mooncake festival with Sylv & the colleagues at work and I went over to Mich's place to collect the tent. Played with Fei for a little while before I left home for dinner!

Saturday:
I woke up really early this morning, got my ass ready for lessons at 8:15am. Sadly there weren't any back to back ones but I met B in between the 2 hours break. Went to Yishun for lunch at Pasta Mania 'cause Amk's too boring :(
Got back at the driving school at 1:05pm for my review and yes! I passed, and I've booked my driving practical test already. I've been progressing rather slowly after the exams 'cause of work. My schedule's really screwed because of that. But yup, I cleared everything in 18 lessons, so... :)

Went down to Plaza Sing to get my Ipod re-wrapped 'cause there were some minor defects and now it looks better! Dad cooked western and mummy was pestering B to come over for dinner. We had lamb, garlic bread, chicken wings, sausages, soup and a huge tub of venezia ice cream! Burp. Now I'm one stuffed turkey, ahaha. I feel really happy though, heh

Totally worned out. Time to dive into my little nest. Goodnight!

*P/s; YINNNNN! Haven't been talking much to you but just remember that I miss you and I still love you the same!

XOXO,
Mel

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Weekends was a blast. Friday I met daddy Lung for lunch. Drove down to east coast, grabbed a burger and ate on the way back. Lunch's only an hour long that's why. Shopped and had dinner with mummy after work, bought Baby's favourite food, brought it down to PLAB. Hello, hand delivered! (Ahem, army boys, please don't get jealous, ahah)

Saturday's family dinner changed to lunch instead and yup, we had Senki! Shiok. Sashimi platter, baked lobsters, sakae,.... I wanna go back! Gotta bring MiZelle down when she's back, bet she'd love the food. Met Baby after that, walked around Orchard Central, collected my Ipod from Wheelock. Got my tongue stud replaced, ITS DAMN CUTE NOW! There's this small white skull printed on the ball bearing, ahahha
& everyone's in the Formula 1 fever. Ferrari's such a disappointment, and Brawn's performance wasn't too bad. Renault should just go home, and McLaren as usual owning the tracks. Oh well.

Daddy Lung got me Rubens Barrichello's signature over at the dinner with the drivers, eheheh

Sunday, I spent the whole morning configuring the apps on my Ipod, -.- iTunes' cracking up. Went to Plaza Sing's gmask to get my ipod wrapped. No, there isn't any pattern whatsoever. Just did a transparent wrap. Unlike Baby's chromed Ipod inside his small pocket, LOL

...., I said no!

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And yes, back at work again this morning. Damn shag man. :(
September's coming to an end. Ah, I don't really wanna go back to school.
Sigh. 1 more month till the end of holidays, awwww.

Anyways, pictures up in the next entry, I hope.

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Lovelove!
Mel

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HAHAHAHA, Check out the display picture.
You're so silly, you make me smile!

Proper update soon.

Happy 8th Monthsary Baby, I love you, :)

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Today's the furthest I've travelled to have lunch. Popeyes @ T3! But it was yummy and sinful. Made me really sleepy at work. :(
Went there in daddy lung's porsche. 10 mins from my work place. I didn't know travelling time could be that short. I am feeling so bloated now. Just had my dinner!

Work's so tiring. I miss you Babe.

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4 days

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Very, very nice album.

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Hi. :B
Just got home from dinner. Am feeling really tired. The weather's a lil weird on my side so I guess that ain't very good. Booooms. Hope I don't die half way at work tomorrow. (Choy, I was never once so weak, ahahah)
Anyways, yesterday mummy forced B to finish the lunch she cooked, -.- and after that we went over to B's house to play his new playstation 3 game. Need for speed shift. Not bad, the graphic's damn nice. Dozed off for awhile, woke up, and headed down to tanjong pagar for dinner. Yums.

The place looks the same. Just a little quiter now.. Mhmmm.. Joined Adriel's 21st birthday celebration at this cool place which is actually an art gallery in the day, and a wine bar at night. Nice and cosy ambiance, chilled around, played some games, drank, ate and we left. For the first time in my life I tried a cigar! And shit, CHONG WAS DAMN RETARDED! He literally inhaled all the cigar smoke. Omfg.
Yes & I totally forgotten that I had work today. :X Guess I just got too carried away, oops. Couldn't meet Val in time 'cause by the time B ate and all, we left kinda late. :(

Today! I had lunch and dinner with that special someone. Teeheee
And booo, he bought the new 3rd gen Ipod, and got it faster than me! What a copycat.
My teeth hurrrrrrrrts. Can't articulate my words properly with all that plastic in my mouth :( And I'm greedy, I eat alot, so can anyone please understand the plight I'm in? Maybe not, unless you're metal mouth-ed too. Hopefully the swell goes off soon. -whines

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Senki with the pamily this Saturday for dinner! Goodness, I'm drooling already. Lunch with mysterious daddy some time this week too! How exciting.
And reality knocks on my door tonight, 1 minute after 23:59 'cause, results are gonna be out. Argh.

GASPS.

:(

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To: That special someone, I love you.
5 days.

Love,
Mel

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Yellow purple blue! You just have to listen to this song. It's reaaaaaaally nice. :]

The Friday Night Boys - Finding Me Out

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Nights out with the girls last night was fun..! Went shopping, bought what I wanted. Contented child. But I forgotten to stop by the Turkish icecream for my favourite pistachio icecream :( Now I'm craving for some but my teeth hurts. Gonna pop some painkillers down later. (No it ain't suicide monday) but I just got to do so otherwise I wouldn't be able to eat for the whole of today. Yes and the reason being that I wore my retainers to sleep last night. I don't even remember when was the last time I did. :p But oh well! Everything's still in shape, which is good.

Update laters.
Poof!

10:51am

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Good morning honey bunnies. Yawn. Today I slept for a lil while longer. Least for 8 hours. My whole room smells of tropical fruit now.. Went shopping with mum and dad yesterday and Dad bought me a jar of tropical fruit scented candle. Its hugeeeee! Smells really nice! Hahhahaha

I'm having luncheon meat now. Yums. Mustard + mayo. Slurpsssssss. Reminds me of the night I had home cooked food with B, the failed one. But the luncheon meat was damn shiok. Crispy on the outside, soft on the inside, wahah

Anyway, yes, I got my hoodie but not the one I REALLY wanted. That one's already oos in the whole of Singapore la. Sigh. Depressing......,, :( Met mysterious daddy downstairs yesterday afternoon to collect my cd autographed by David Tao! Wheeeeee. You have no idea how happy I was. I guess I'm just lucky. :)

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B managed to book out last minute on Friday so we met for dinner at Orchard Ion after work. Itacho sushi! Everything on our table was literally salmon. Grilled/smoked/fresh/sushi salmon. And also another last minute plan to join the night drive with the Porsche convoy down town to rivervalley area. Rode with mysterious daddy in the scud. Tiring. Headed home after that! Yawn. An exciting night I'd say :) Oh and I think I could have japanese food for the rest of my life.

Drats, too bad I can't upload any pictures. :(
I'd be out for dinner with lovalerie later, heh
Lovin' the weekends.

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Mizelle, NO STRESS! All the best for the remaining paper(s),
Yin Partnerz, you better be studying too sunshine! :P
Missing the both of you.

XOXO,
Mel

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David Tao's new album + S.F Hoodie = ♥ !

I'm going crazy. Squealing away like some retarded child. I feel so loved.
Thanks Dad,

Next up, Wang Li Hong's!

I'll do a proper update tomorrow or the day after. Last night's drive was great! :)
Long weekends ahead, yay

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LATTE!

in the porsche gt3 safety vest from the changi race.
I miss hearing it snort, omg

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Weet, I just got home. These 2 days been tough sheeetz. Work's tiring! Late nights and the lack of sleep is finally taking a toll on me, ahaha. BOOMZ. Gotta organize something for Baby's 21st. The theme of the party would probably be, "BOOMZ! Adrian's 21st; Something RED and LOUD that shouts, ME!"
Cool?
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Had lunch with Baby yesterday at Kallang, and met up again after work and we picked mum up, in an E300. I felt like I was in my 40's sitting in that car. & my colleague actually mistaken Baby as my chauffeur. AHAHHAHAHHAAHAH. Nice ride though. It really is an idiot-proof invention, lol
Laughing like some mad bitch over lunch because HELLO EVERYONE AROUND ME IS GETTING SO BITCHY THESE DAYS. My goodness. Went for my automatic lesson, and Baby came around 1010! Cruised around before heading home. Yawn.

Woke up really early this morning and I could hardly even stand straight when I took my feet off the bed. I seriously lack proper rest man. Mhmmmm.......,, and yup, I just came back from lessons again. :) I really am making full use of my time now eh?

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8th in 10 days, & I can't wait!
I love you Vanq,
Am missing you already. and yes, I just gotta repeat that 'cause I really do. :)

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Goodnight.

The sweetest thing.

XOXO,
Mel

Crazy in love with you, A
Every minute with you just feels so fine,
and I can never get enough of you.

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MEOW! Daddy's coming back real soon, touring DC now! Freaking excited. :)
I ate alot for dinner today. I swear my tummy muZcle hurts like omgwtfbbqchickensaucepewpewlazor. Grrrr. I can't even laugh or sneeze. Hahhaha! Anyway over at work, was as tiring as usual. Missing Baby's annoyance. Snuggles.

Oh yes, yesterday's Comex fair was really crowded. Sardine packed yo. And yup, I bought what I wanted, ehehe. 3rd gen Ipod Touch and a webcam for Nick. Very satisfied. :B

And can you believe it, there's finally a registered Aston Martin DBS running around Singapore!? James Bond style. But sadly the color looks really boring and dull. -.- Andy's N400 still looks more outstanding.

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&...! This season's ferrari products aren't that bad. Baby bought the limited edition ferrari highcuts WHICH I CHOSE! Which he instantly fell in love with after trying HAHA. -rolls eyes. Looking at another black jacket. Don't ask me why I love hoodies this much, ahahah. I still want the light denim looking one. Omg.... my facial expression just changed after thinking about it. lol
Mum was like: "Even if you have all the money in the world, you still can't buy it."
You know how kan chiong I became after that. I texted Mizelle to call me. HAHAHAHAHA. I really like it what :(

Sigh. Anyway I think I'm putting on weight. My legs all growing so fat and flabby. Sian. Looking more and more like some fat angsty child now. Lalala. Whatever.

Btw my mum loves watching the Ris Low video on Youtube with me. Omg YES! I've finally seen her bitchy side. You wouldn't believe it but she was literally swearing like nobody's business last night. Something gone wrong or what! :/ If you have no idea what I'm talking about, simply youtube search: Ris Low

Oh well..........,,
I'm currently hooked onto Zee Avi's music. :] She's got a really nice voice.

Time to go! I'll update soon again, heh

*P/s: Jamie Lim Yin Yin, you're my sunshine.

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'cause it's something about the way you love me
and it's something about the way you know me
that I can't explain enough...

Love you Vanq, :)

XOXO,
Mel

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Pictures in no order of sequence. Just random stuff I see in my folder.
The new McLaren MP4 C-12 is hot!

I sleep really little these days! Here comes Sunday and I'll be back at work tomorrow :( booooooooo. Btw I saw this really nice hoodie the other day when I was shopping with mum. But its currently oos, SIGH. :( Yesterday was fun, I met Baby in the early afternoon to shop and we went to hunt for hotwheels as well. Bought home ingredients to cook our dinner from town. Sounds perfect, doesn't it. NO! But it was damn disasterous and funny. HAHAHHAHAHAH. Sorry but no details shall be given. Food was still as yummy just that I only ate the skin of the chicken Baby cooked and he is angry 'cause "I didn't eat the wings he cooked himself in the whole of his 21 years"

It was damn fun seriously! Ate, cleaned up, slacked for abit before heading down to Kallang to meet his friends. Went to book the 2 units of chalet for his 21st and went down to Yishun to continue slacking before heading home at like, 3am! Yawn. It's been really long since I last stayed out this late, ahahah. Thanks b, enjoyed every moment with you.

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I have sleeping disorders I swear :( and I'm actually gonna be doing situps on the yoga mat later. Build some muZcles. HAHA. But my tummy muscles already hurting from yesterday's. LOL. I know, I know, damn weak right. Sigh.

I wanna head down to the comex fair with momma later, :] Weeeeet.

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I miss you Partnerz. I'm happy for you now! Hope that you're happy too. :D

XOXO,
Mel

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Awesomeness, I've got 2 albums worth of really nice songs! Especially The Friday Night Boys. Anyway believe me, blogger's still as screwed as ever! I can never upload pictures, sigh. Maybe it's time to move or something? But purplepigg brings back loads of memories. And Baby found me here! Hahhahaha. I still love the R8. Mum and I just blew 200 bucks within half an hours buying stuff. And I actually spent 15 minutes infront of the mirror looking into my eyes. Looks......... funnily nice? Maybe I'm just weird. Baby's gonna be laughing at me. -.-

Work's tiring! I hate filing. :(
Sigh. Um..... HEY! Halloweens soon. No plans at the moment but I'm sure there would be one. Can't wait, can't wait, can't wait! -chants
Everyone's turning 21st this year, includes Baby. Adriel's on the 18th. Mmmmm....

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Yawn. This is boring! I feel lazy to blog. :p
Goodnight.

When the stars explode,
And I'm all alone,
When they start to see the smoke,
When I'm finally burnin' out,
I'll need someone to carry me home safe and sound.

I've been lookin for someone like you.


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Love,
Mel

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Days are getting better, I just got home from dinner with Baby. Golf GTI 2.0 is like effing good!? I love volkswagen. Can never get enough of it. Honestly the pool of volkswagen engineers are just too godly. And the cars can just handle so well. Love the 6 speed DSG gearbox. Anyways, work started on Monday and everything's going well. Met Baby for dinner yesterday, lunch & dinner for today, can't get any better than this :)

Visuals up by the next post I promise! I remember snapping a shot in the ISC, hahahha. And today I had my self obsessed pictures taken in the GTI. For god knows what reason but! I hope for another round later. I don't mind not getting my sleep for one night, lol.

Golf > Scirocco > Gti

So torquey, I like.

Daddy's in NYC! Been texting since then, everything's going well. Popeyes in 8 days and the 458's really pretty! I just saw more pictures of it on fchat. I've got my R8 on car madness :p Sprayed it white, but sadly no black blades. I'll make do with that and I'm still lovin' it.

Oh yes, and to those who are on holidays and are still following this space; I hope you guys have been enjoying this break too. If you're going on a short trip, even better! Just don't forget my present :p
Naw, I'm joking. Happy holidays everybody!

Goodnight sugar bunnies.

Loads of love,
Mel

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Weezer drives me crazy..
"Then I said go! If you're wondering, if I want you to....." Hahha.
First day of work for me tomorrow. It'll be fine 'cause Slyv's working with me. And, mysterious daddy flies off tomorrow. :( Damn fast ah! But when he's back we're gonna be meeting up for lunch around the area, and coffee on Friday was time well spent though it was just for an hour before I rushed off.

Okay bad thing is, I've no idea how do I get to work yet. But I hope I'll somehow figure that out..? I don't wanna get lost on the first day of work. @&$^@&*#^@.

Mmm. And oh yes, yesterday I met Serene, Sue, Min & Val. We were on some adventurous expedition. Reminded me of the days with Yin. :( But anyway we found our way there just for the chicken wings. Extremely spicy ones! We even had problems completing level 5. It was a great experience seriously! Picked Gusti the cunt before heading down to Yishun dam where we sat down to play cards. Time well spent & had a great time catching up. Yeah man, we gotta head down for another round when Mizelle and Partnerz are back. I missed a particular someone badly though. & Sorry for the lack of visuals these days, blogger's screwing up as usual so...

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I'm gonna be a good girl, pack up whatever I need, take a quick shower, text daddy before I sleep and dive straight to bed. Goodnight.

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And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head
Somehow everything I own smells of you;
And for the tiniest moment, it's all not true

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Love, Mel

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Blogger's screwed, BELIEVE ME! *pulls hair*
Morning honey bunnies. Guess what I'm gonna be starting work this coming Monday. YES! Finally. Things just got better only the end of this week.
I smell luncheon meat. GROWLS. Who the hell's cooking it!?
And I just kicked Ginger. IT WAS AN ACCIDENT!

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Meeting mysterious daddy later for coffee! Before he flies off for another 10 days. :(
Life just ain't fair. And its raining so heavily now. Boo. I wanna have chocolate fondue. Anyone game for it? I actually think that home-made chocolate fondue tastes really nice. Yums. Oooh shit, bad cravings now. Anyway, ANDREW TAN'S AN ASSHOLE! $&*@^#@. He would rather Iluma than catch up with me. What kind of friend does this!?

So hurt.

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NOT!

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I'm not. Nothing at this point in time can actually hurt me directly. (That includes you Andrew 'cause you suck -.-) I'm as strong as a shield! HAHAHA. Maybe. I can't wait to start work this Monday. :) I hope every thing goes well. Very quickly and Baby's back in camp already. I don't know but this week was just a wasted one. Thinking back about it makes me sad. Sigh. The amount of things that could've been accomplished was definitely much more compared to this. Oh well. Then again, the time has already passed us. So...,,

I hope things are now going in the right direction. I don't wanna experience sleepless nights again. I wanna stay in Sentosa Cove, I want a R8! I'd really love that. I should make it come true.

&! I caught Final Destination with Baby yesterday and.. omg I'm speechless. I don't wanna know the future. But anyways don't let me die a tragic death. HAHA.

:)

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*P/s;
You know in line with the upcoming F1, they're gonna have this drag-race over at Changi Airport tomorrow! The new 911 Gt3 vs the Boeing 747. Oh drats. Don't even dream of going 'cause the tickets are so freaking limited! But hell yeah, its definitely gonna be cool. Oh well! Hahah.

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450 HP @ 7900 rpm and 317 lb/ft of torque.

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Its the start to a new month. I'll make or break my holidays in another 4 hours time. :) Here we go.

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Adrian Wong Shao Ming,

I love you.

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Someone nice sing me a lullaby! I can't believe I'm still wide awake at this hour, hahah. Waking up in 7 hours time. I survived today's ordeal. I'm okay, I'm okay, I'm okay, I'm okay. -chants.

Blasting Katy Perry at this hour. And I took sneaky pictures with fatty just now. She's sleeping now though, so I've got to entertain myself. Big boo.

Tomorrow's gonna be tiring. I'm so gonna gorge myself with loads of food. It's always nice to spend some time alone right? Say yes! Now I'd just head back to bed and continue tossing like a fish. I'm dreaming of food now actually.. and my tummy's growling. This ain't good, hahah. I'm craving for some nice desserts. Yums. Mmmm....,, I swear I'd hunt all of 'em down tomorrow.

, toodles.

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I'm fine, and I'd be fine. Come on Mel. Show 'em what you've got. I'm ready. Ready for anything and everything. :)

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We need time, only time.

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Love, Mel

1:05am edit/ Smelly cat you made me smile. You're just so fat. Daddy fed you too much. Gah.

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I'm bored. I just love Owl City. It could put me to sleep. Here comes Sunday, it'll probably end up as one of the usual boring days. Yawn.

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Its a rainy Thursday afternoon and it doesn't feel good at all 'cause its the periodic time of the month again. Yayaya.... What an accurate timing. :(

I wanted to blog about this few days ago but I kept forgetting about it. Yolanda posted one of our primary school pictures up on Fb, when camera's weren't even digital yet. And I'm guessing it was some time in Primary 4? Someone's birthday party or something. But we were all in our green polka dotted uniform, and were so small and young! Hahhaahaha. Then again, those were the times. Some of us moved on, went into the same secondary school and some didn't. Now we're on separate roads, maybe except Fessie and I? We've been in the same Primary and Secondary school. And we're both currently in Nyp's SBM. Amazing eh. Don't really know what happened in between though.......,,

Hmmm,.. That's probably the oldest picture I have, apart from the pictures taken in kinder school. Haha.. Mmm.....

Holiday's are officially boring! Work to commence soon. Else we'd all die of boredom. Booo. Can't wait for next week to come :)
Holycow, and the GrandCabrio's sick! Looks really nice.

Yawn. I need to be more focused. Someone wake me up........,,

&,

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It seems all of these words couldn't be further from the truth.

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Lunch yesterday with DADDY mysterious mentor was awesome awesome awesome! Had loads of fun chatting up and stuff. Met Nick after that to hunt for some scrapbook materials before meeting Vanq for dinner at Orchard Ion. Meow. :) A great start to the week. Lovin' it!

Bought loads of shower gel from bodyshop with Nick, and daddy taught me to always use nice smelling shower gels to destress. And take long showers. Mmmmm?

I miss you Yin, so much! Hope you're doing fine. Just wanted to tell you that I love you.

Very quickly and August's coming to an end. I wished that we would have more time to get more things done. Um. I'm hungry. :[

Toodles!

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Fall for anything.

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I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

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Love, Mel

You touch these tired eyes of mine
And map my face out line by line
And somehow growing old feels fine
I listen close for I'm not smart
You wrap your thoughts in works of art
And they're hanging on the walls of my heart

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Finally exams are over.. Its a Saturday night but I'm home. I don't know. I don't think I am what I was before. Just don't get the same amount of freedom.. Hmm and everything's going out of hand at the moment. I'm tired. Haha, tired of pleasing those around me. And I don't feel like hanging on anymore..

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Meow. I'm desperately looking for a job! I hope I'd be able to find one soon. I feel like sleeping. Tired....., ah screw it.

Goodnight.
Xoxo,
Mel.

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