forever.
it's the 3rd day of my attachment over fsrc and i'm already dreading it.
i'd rather do 18 weeks of events.
someone save me please.all that conflicts/politics between trust, hypocrites, backstabbing, whatsoever. totally up to you to who you wanna trust. simple as that.
yeah so much has changed over these 9 weeks. i can't deny that i've changed too.
but fuck, haha. why can't we just. work together. (?)
anyways, i think its time to self reflect. things always don't go your way. so where's the root of that problem?
does it lie in YOU, or OTHERS - that's the question.
yeah well. we can't possibly push the blame all the time. but in my opinion, if you can't change others, the problem probably lies in you. so have you tried changing something about yourself, to suit/adapt to others? its definitely something you won't or might not wanna do. but you don't have a choice. it sounds stupid and it's something along the line of being a, hypocrite. but NO. a good "hypocrite". i would say. you're trying?
ah ok, enough of this shit. %^&*().
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yesterday i was really happy. (not till that shit happened in fsrc)
i miss the events people like M A D.yesterday we raided the erms room when nobody was around. hahhaha. the whole bunch of us were really. damn. happy. :) we almost cried.
i wished i could turn time back. i'd be the happiest person living.
events was a whore. but nevertheless, it made us 1 big family.
i miss all of you, for real!
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snap back to reality; its fsrc for now.
yeah, give me a break. 8 weeks 3 days.
fuck.anyway! pictures are with liwei. shall upload them soon ;)
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She used to be the sweetest girl,... till she bit me. hah.