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"I'll be there for you through it all, even though saving you sends me to heaven."

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Tuesday, November 25, 2008

9:39 am

I'm standing there; On a balcony in summer air.

If you, if you could return, don't let it burn, don't let it fade.

I'm sure I'm not being rude, but it's just your attitude,
It's tearing me apart, It's ruining everything.

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I really don't feel too good about it deep inside. I just thought I needed a day off from everything to just sit still and think. My mind's in a whirl. Maybe a gigantic whirlpool of shitty thoughts that is,..

Are you lying? Do you think it's just a game...?
Nothing has really changed. From what you were before and how it is right now.. I'm not feeling angry or anything.. But well, in my opinion; it's just totally unjustifiable. On one hand you're telling me something, and there you are doing something else. It hurts me, badly. I've no idea whether to blame you. Maybe I can't bring myself to. I'm hoping to pick myself up and move on 'cause I definitely do hate this feeling.. Meanwhile,.. I do hope that you're happy.

So tired of thinking. Gah. Hopefully I'd be able to put this all aside. Just wanna be alone for now.........,

"Things wouldn't be so confused and I wouldn't feel so used, But you always really knew, I just wanna be with you. But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you."