I just got home awhile back. I don't know how to explain this feeling. I just wished I had some strength to block it all away. Feels like I'm being cornered. Is it a really do-or-die kinda situation..? Do I really not have a choice.... I don't know. I hope I'll find the answers to my questions. I'm having a real tough time too. Too mentally and physically drained to think about anything else right now.
Baby, you're booking in again tonight. Please believe and trust me that nothing of what you thought is gonna happen. I love you.
And when that memory slips away;
There will be a better view from here,
And only lonesome you remain,
and just the thought of you I fear,
grip falls away.